I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.
- me shopping: when i'm skinny i'll look good in that
The pressure of everything is taking its toll me. Coursework, exams, illness. I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I just want to curl up under a blanket and be held tightly. I feel like everything is out of my control. I just want to be able to press pause and take a deep breathe, but my life keeps rolling on and leaving me behind.